Tomorrow

To my baby boy,
Tomorrow you turn one.  Tonight as I rocked you to sleep tears rolled down my face, as they are now, as I reflect upon your first year.  This has been the best year of my life and it is bittersweet to see it come to an end. You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and I want you to know that through all the ups and downs that you will face in life and we will face as mother and son that you are everything to me.  You have taught me how to love, how to be happy, and most importantly how to live.  And I'm not alone.  Your father would agree 100% that you have made our love for each other stronger and you have made us a family, a real family. 

What is so crazy to think about is that this year is one I will always remember while it is one you will have no recollection of.  This makes me sad that I haven't done a better job of documenting this year but I hope that the photos and photo album I plan to make along with the videos we have taken will convey to you how awesome a year it has been. 

I love you so much baby boy and tomorrow we are going to celebrate you, your first year, and your future years.

I love you
Mama